I’m trying to work out a way to schedule my reblogs so you can get this at 8am & reminisce with me!
This is the first guy I wrote about, I did really like him & if this type of thing ever happened again I’d like to think I’d act differently. I was so shy & recovering from being massively overweight for years, I should have been spending more time focusing on myself…. Enjoy
I met Pilot on an online dating site, I was so nervous to meet him because I hadn’t dated in a while, so I ended up going to the bottle shop during my lunch break for a bottle of wine so I could calm my nerves. On a warm Thursday night, just 2 weeks before Christmas, we meet at a pub, he’s there first so I walk up to him & there’s that awkward hello, the one when you’re not sure if you should touch, kiss on the cheek, shake hands or even worse, wave. We didn’t do any of the above and he was so shy, which made me shy (those who know me, know I am not really shy at all, but around boys I find attractive, I become a giggling school girl), so we stood there awkwardly.
Pilot barely made eye contact with me from the beginning…
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