I’m jolted awake again, I don’t really understand in the pitch blackness what is happening or where I am, it takes a second to realise that there is nothing wrong, I am so content, Conner lying behind me, his strong arms still holding me tight, his steady breathing is a signal that he is asleep. I roll out of his arms & turn to face him, now that my eyes have adjusted to the light & from the glow of his clock radio, it 3:02am, I can see how peaceful he looks, I snuggle in closer to him, he stirs, I wrap my arm around his back & pull him in close
“Hmmmm” he’s waking up, I feel his erection growing, he kisses my hair & his arms pull me in closer still, I look up at him, his lips crush down on mine, not holding back, he rolls over on top of me with such force & passion. He groans moving down my body to give himself room to pull off his boxer briefs, there is no preamble, I am already wet for him he slides back up my body, my legs part & he enters me slowly & easily, then he’s a little rough, it’s so satisfying, I dig my fingers into this back, he’s looking directly into my eyes, I can’t look away as he thrusts hard & fast, I know it not going to be long, when he bites the skin on my collar bone, I clench around him, we both come quickly each shouting different expletives.
“Fuck Kristie” he sighs loudly, kissing my neck as our breathing returns to normal “That wasn’t too rough for you?” there’s a hint of a smile in his voice, but he’s serious
“No, I like it” I practically whisper while my face turns beetroot red, thank god it’s dark, will I ever stop blushing at everything he says?
“Really?” he slips out of me, lying next to me on the bed, his hand rests on my stomach as our noses touch “You like it a little kinky huh?” I shrug, not that he can see it, but I know he knows I responded as best I can, even though he’s done all manner of things to me I still feel shy when it comes to vocalising it “Tell me what you like” I take a deep breath
“I like it when…”
“Yeah?” he prompts after I pause
“You pin me down, my hands above my head” he chuckles but doesn’t say anything, hoping I’ll say more, it makes me brave since we’re in the dark & as his hand rubs appreciatively over my stomach “But I like morning sex the best”
“Hmmm, I can’t wait until morning then!” he kisses my shoulder, pulling me back into him so he’s spooning me again, I fall into a doze & I’m not sure if it was a dream, but I swear I heard him whisper “How will I ever let you go?”
I stir as the sunshine hits my face in the morning, the clock says its 7:33am, Conner is sleeping peacefully next to me on his back with one of his arms up behind his head, I turn to face him, taking this opportunity to study his face, he’s so attractive, his strong jaw, his full lips, long eyelashes, his blonde curly hair that is never in any sort of style. How will I ever let him go? It makes me think back to what I think he said as I was falling asleep & even though I don’t think I was supposed to hear it & as much as I think he meant it to be sweet, it dawns on me that it’s not at all sweet. He’s already planning to let me go, he just doesn’t know how he’s going to do it. I don’t want him to let me go, Shit! I’m in way too deep! It was his plan from the start to just be casual so I shouldn’t be surprised, but why does he have to let me go? Does he think that’s what I want because I told him I don’t date? What a mess already!
I feel tears welling in my eyes, I move my hand to come up to run my fingers through his hair, it feels so soft, I let an unruly curl outstretch in my fingers, he stirs as I run my hand back through his hair, down the side of his face to his shoulder, I keep it moving down his hard abs, he moans not opening his eyes but I know he is now awake, I find my target, he’s already hard, I take it in my hand giving it a light squeeze before I move my hand up & down his length. He groans loudly, which spurs me on, I move in closer to him, kissing his neck as he’s done to me so many times, as his breathing increases I move my hand faster. In a split second, before I realise what is going on, Conner has grabbed me with both his hands & lifted me up to straddle him, his hands guide my hips as I lift up on my knees to impale myself on his cock, as I start moving up & down slowly, he sucks in a deep breath, his hands run from my hips to tweak my nipples as I pick up the pace, his hands return to my hips to guide me
“You look fucking sexy riding me” I don’t blush, first time for everything, his words make me feel amazing, they don’t make me feel shy. This is the first guy I’ve ever slept with that tells me how much he likes the way I look & it gives me the confidence I need.
“This feels… so good” I say as I rest my hands on his hard pecks, I never say stuff like that during sex, I like how he reacts to it with a smile, which encourages me to do it in the future. His hands help me move faster as we both start breathing more rapidly
“I like you on top” he grins, I smile cheekily, lifting my hands from his chest, I run them up my stomach across my breast, teasing them as I know I’m close, his eyes widen at my brazen show of self-pleasure “That is so hot Kristie” I look him in the eyes, tweaking my own nipples more, he groans. My hands run up my neck flicking my matted sex hair & as my arms reach up, my knees lifting me up & down, Conner teases my clit & I come
“Oh God… Conner… Yes, Yes, Yes!” I scream out loudly, his hand moves back to my hip to pull me down for a few final thrusts as he comes too.
“Holy fuck!” My hands come back down to my sides, Conner is still bucking slightly underneath me, while my body pulsates around him. I’m still straddling him with his cock inside me when he pulls me down to rest my chest on his so he can kiss me, both his hands cup my face, kissing me with such passion, not caring about our morning breath. As he pulls away from the kiss he whispers ‘wow,’ I smile & lean down to kiss him again. You’re fucked Kristie, in more ways than one!
I lift myself off his cock but stay lying on the length of his body, my head resting on his chest, he holds me close with both his arms, one of his hands stroking my hair, I hate to think what the mattered mess feels like, his fingers keep getting caught in the knots, but he continues carefully, like he is trying to untangle it
“I like you making the first move” I giggle, I hate making the first move, I’m always scared they are going to say no & I’ll feel like a fool but I can hear the smile in his voice “& I like you riding me while playing with your nipples, so freaking hot!” I giggle again, I try to roll off him but he holds me tight “stay tonight” he whispers, it’s a statement, I smile even though he can’t see, maybe I am affecting him like he’s affecting me, I nod slowly, knowing that I don’t want to go home, I don’t want to spend a weekend night without him, I fall back to sleep while Conner plays with my hair.
When I wake again at 9:15am, I am still lying flat on Conner’s chest, pinned to him with his strong arms around me, one of his hands in my hair still stroking it, I wonder if he’s been back to sleep
“Good Morning!” he says cheerfully as if he hasn’t already spoken or given my an orgasm this morning
“You’re chipper” I raise my head to look at him, his hands slide down to rub my butt
“Who wouldn’t be chipper when I wake up with this on top of me?” he slaps my butt before pulling my thighs up so I’m straddling him again, I’m still flat on his chest, he sits up with ease taking me with him, I position myself back a little on his lap, resting my hands on his shoulders, I lean back outstretching my arms. I feel his cock hard & proud between us, Conner holds me tight around my back but puts a hand between my legs, I can feel how wet I am from our previous sexcapades & Conner is pleased as he gently inserts two fingers, “Hmmm” I dig my nails into his shoulders, tilting my head back which pushes my breasts up into Conner’s waiting mouth. I buck in his lap, on the brink of another orgasm as his thumb comes to tease my clit
“I want you inside me” I plead, Conner chuckles but keeps going, my hips are gyrating on his lap, his mouth going from one nipple to the other, taking them between his teeth & elongating them with gentle but erotic tugs. I can’t believe how horny he makes me & how much I want him all the time, I have never wanted to have as much sex with another man as I do with Conner. He is very attractive, but there is something more about this guy, something dark & ominous that turns me on, so much so, I think he could look at me & I’d come for him “Please Conner, fuck me hard” he smiles against my nipple
“I will” sucking it full into his mouth & thrusting his fingers deep inside me & I am lost
“Conner… yes… Aahhhhh…!” I have barely stopped coming when Conner lifts my butt to impale me on his cock again, we are so close, nose to nose, he holds me close & he starts to move slowly, my body does the same, we move in time with each other, already so in tune with each other’s movements, my body eager to feel his length in me. We don’t look away from each other, his green eyes piercing me, looking deep into my soul. As he moves us, he kisses me passionately, his tongue lightly stroking mine, urging me to reciprocate, this feels so intimate, his hands tickle my skin on my back, making me tingle all over, it makes my clench & Conner moans with appreciation. Our breathing is rapid but not heaving, we’re both quiet & feels somehow different to other times we’ve had sex. He still hasn’t broken eye contact with me, we move together in unison easily without words, climaxing together, for the first time, calling out each other’s names like it is the only word left to say.
As we grip each other tightly as our movements stop, Conner doesn’t look away from me, but leans into kiss me deeper, longer & slower than we’ve ever kissed before, his hands are tickling my skin still and I never want him to stop.
If I didn’t know any better, that was not fucking, we just made love.