Guess who comes back on the scene talking about how gorgeous I am & how wonderful I am that any guy would be lucky to have me & these guys are idiots for not seeing that. It’s just what I need to boost my self-esteem, he seems to have a six sense for this, he came back on the scene after Pilot & I’ve hardly heard from him since, but he just seems to know when things are shit with me.
However, there’s always a flaw. Maloo now has a live in girlfriend, they bought a house together, I remind him of that every chance I get because I do not want to be this person. I am not the type of woman who wants be with a cheater & I do not want to be the other woman.
One of my friends gets really angry when I tell her that Maloo has contacted me, she says I need to cut ties with him. He says he wants to catch up & I’m the only friend he wants to keep in his life blah blah blah but I can’t help but be angry at the fact that he has a girlfriend! They have bought a house with together, yet he tells me that “some people do things to get ahead” which honestly just makes me angrier than before. I owned a house with Boyfriend & he basically left me for someone else, which I’m pretty sure Maloo knows that story so it’s almost unbelievable that he would say that stuff to me & think I would be impressed by it.
He also tells me how they don’t ever have sex, as if I want to hear that!? or is it supposed to make me feel sorry for him & have sex with him!? I don’t know. I stop replying to his messages, which is what I’ve done in the past & he disappears. I can’t help but just be relieved, but I’m pretty sure that it won’t be the last of him. When he’ll pop up, I don’t know, but I’m certain he will, I am still kinda friends with him, afterall. I just don’t want to be sexy friends with him. I can’t stop thinking about his girlfriend, regardless of their arrangement, I can’t ever see myself doing anything with him.